Super Tuesday - growing pains?

To day i went to my old high school to attend an academic assembly honoring the outstanding achievement of band 6 people :).
I got a band 6 for SAC
And the Zonta International Scholarship :)
HECK YES.
I also saw a lot of old friends and familiar faces.
I did a lot of thinking today.
Ever thought that at one point in your life everything in your life was so right yet so wrong ?
I'm in that position right now.
My situation looks good.
But is it really?
Yet another cruel fact of life that i am being exposed to.
I like to refer to them as "growing pains".
Biggest ADULTguy.

So the prospect of moving out is looming as Uni gets closer, you know somewhere closer to uni and everything else , time for me to go out on my own?
Leave the family nest.
Experience life.
Its really quite bittersweet.

Today was exciting in that we got our awards but made us all think dude , this was the end of the end i don't have an excuse to go back to my old high school anymore.
Well...that is unless they want me to come back and make a speech in ten years time about my time at _ _ _ _ _.

Its at the stage where i thought i had not ALL knowledge of life and the world but at least a considerable amount.
I'm now realizing how wrong i am
I still have so much more to learn.

Currently listening to Ne-Yo - Make it work
hmmmm..

Alot happened today , i just can't find the words.
You know when your feelings are so right and your in the right place ..but what if you do something wrong, like the wrong decision.
It confuses you.
And makes you question whether your risk or choice was the right thing to do or whether it really was just a mistake.
The future becomes harder to see when that happens.
Is that who i wanna be?
I could easily say no.
Thats not me.

i guess if you put it positively, it would be
the right things happening but at the wrong time.
OR is it just wrong wrong wrong on all levels.



till next time.
x. huynhdo.