UGH

Hates exes that cheat on you and then 4 months later try to crawl up to you and come back!
UGH even saying that they will break up with their current girl
the one they cheated on you with)
HERES A MESSAGE FOR YOU ;
NO IT NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN EVER , NOT EVEN IN YOUR WILDEST DREAMS!
Yes, i know you regret it
Yes, i know you finally realise it
Yes, i know your a fool for letting me go
Yes, i know you made a huge mistake

But guess what its all YOU that did this.

No more strings babe, i have moved on and im long gone.

Stop trying to find ways to get back into my life.
You are pathetic to think that i would come back to you after you did such a thing and to expect me to drop everything and be with you when you want to be with me now.
When its convenient for you?
Its too late , and you cant say i didnt fight for you because i did.
HA. dont even try to flatter me by saying i am better than your gf.
I dnt even know where you would even get the faintess idea that i would EVEN CONSIDER GETTING BACK WITH YOU, you PIG!
you are a fat pathetic loser
Go and live out your pathetic useless life honestly i dont care! Havent in a long time.

I nromally wouldnt be this mean about something like this but you keep LINGERING and LURKING my life.
You are honestly like the biggest stalker i have ever known!
Stop lurking my facebook,myspace, etc etc etc
You said you didnt need me and that you were better than me all those months ago , so GO!

GOOD RIDDENS!


& how dare you be jealous of my guy friends and how dare you claim that i am ' YOUR NINA'
You are clearly out OF YOUR MIND!

November the first

a pinch & a punch , the first day of the month.
<3

And i begin to see the sunlight

And i begin to see the sunlight,
its to bright for my eyes but i see it :)
i will adjust soon :)
like a close friend once said 'ground zero'

clean slate :)
im okay , i promise :)
thankyou i love you all xoxo

October 26th

Im sick of crying everyday/everynight

i feel so empty

i wish i had never seen his facebook that day

it broke my heart.

we had a perfect day and then i come home and see that .

I've been broken into million pieces and i dnt know how to pick myselfup at the moment.

im so sick of crying but im crying as i type this....
has thought of many things ,bad things... but i love my friends and family too much
funny thing is...i still love him and always will,
he was my first love and i was hoping to be my last..
i kno im naive but i believed in him and i loved him 100%+
despite his imperfections and faults.
to love and not get anything back i the most painful thing..

and then i wasnt good enough and now theres a new girl on the scene who doesnt even care or consider ......idk..


i can't do this...

when something that was once your motivation becomes the reason why your trapped....

i hate pretending like i don't care, i do...

nice girls come last.
i know that for sure.
*cries*

Day 5 of 30

WHOOP WHOOP! success in all areas ;)

Day 5 of 30

WHOOP WHOOP! success in all areas ;)

days 3&4 0f 30

success in all areas :)